Goodbye at Desaru

I used to think that our story will be “till death do us part”. Times and times, we are put to the test. Times and times, we survived. I thought, that was it. We will make it. But little do I know, you have always thought otherwise.

It breaks my heart to know that that you are not with me on this. It ached and hurt like never before. Disappointment and anger were all that’s left in me.

I know time has come to say goodbye. And this is the place where I shall put behind all sweet memories that were once shared by us. It’s time to lead a brand new life, one without you as the center of everything.

It hurt once again, but I know, I have to do this. With tears and pain, I do what needs to be done; to leave your shadow behind, to leave my love behind, to leave all good and bad memories behind, as I move on with my life.

I tell myself, “A new life awaits me”. I’m not sure if I have the strength to do this, but I know I have to find strength.

At last… Goodbye, my love.

(16 May 2008 – after 2 months 16 days)